never again

never again.. strong words.. even stronger if kept. i never thought that i would say this but i guess i am fed up with all the shit that is happening in my life. he he. never again will i be looking for someone to be mine. if they want, they will come. that is what i am sure of. you may call me what you want. call me boastful, but i believe that whoever is meant for you will come to you, no matter what happens.

the other day, when i was sitting alone on my bed, i realized that a lot can happen during my time here on earth. so, to make my dreams-to find my soul mate or whatever-a reality i asked for a sign from God. that sign was for someone to tell me the words i wanted to hear. nobody knows what that is so, whoever says that to me, will be the right one for me.

i will no longer be in a hurry in search for the right person for me. i would take my friend's advice. to not be in a hurry falling in love, it will come. that was what she said. it made me think, what if nobody ever said that? what if, the right person for me, is with another guy? what if..

what can really happen in the next years to come? i could die tomorrow or the day after that. i could be taken by aliens. (exaggerated :p). but it is true, nobody knows what can happen in the future. life is about making decisions and if you knew what your life is going to be, that isn't what you call a life. that is called being controlled. being controlled by your own self interest. he he. okay okay, i know i am not making any sense here but i hope you get my idea. he he.

blogging blogging blogging.. i got out of my topic.. didn't i? anyway, i just love writing about anything i can think of. he he.

P.S. nget, thanks.. :p