..gone with the wind..

gone with the wind..
gone with the wind..
gone with the wind..

everything and everyone dies. its just that when you die, you leave a certain memory to all your friends who have been with you through good and bad times during your life.

last November 9(Friday), a friend of my father visited us at our house. knowing that he was dead and all, he still went to give our family their condolences. upon remembering their good times in the ship where they worked most of their lives, he began to be teary eyed. it suddenly struck my consciousness that my father was in fact no longer with us. he is in a better place. i think that it is just now that i am realizing that he died.

i did not have the chance to cry like my mother for my father, i was not able to because a lot of people in my family are now counting on me to be the man of the house. being the man of the house i would be responsible of the appliances, cleaning, fixing, and maintaining them. nobody knows how much i want to cry. i just haven't had the chance to talk to anybody about this because all of my friends are happy. i don't want to be the reason why they would become sad.

now that my 'sadness' is over, i can concentrate on the more important stuff.

now that i got that out of my chest, i can breathe easily. thanks for reading my "emo" blog.

-end blog-

what do young people think is enjoyable to watch.

"Martyr Nyebera" by Kamikazee


"Ambisyoso" by Kamikazee


"Chiksilog" by Kamikazee


there is a reason why i chose this videos by Kamikazee. it not just because of the fact that they were sung by the same band/singers. i specifically chose them because of the songs and its videos. as you can see in the presented videos, they are enjoyable to watch because it has a funny story accompanying the songs. that is the reasons why i chose this videos.

"an analysis of selected videos of kamikazee uncovers how various visual techniques may be used to catch the viewing publics eye."

written above is my thesis statement.

the title of my analysis paper would be: "visual hooks in some music videos."

resources:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Xne0LmwuWQ0
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6QTtC-hgtB0
http://youtube.com/watch?v=0opKAl_9Glc

me + emo = this blog

hm..*thinking...* another blog for all of you to read.. (who would ever want to read my work anyway? haha.. full of crap and things..)

me is emo.. happy, hyper emo..

i was thinking a while ago about three words.. "i love you" three very strong words.. who wouldnt want to hear this when it is coming from your lifetime crush? i surely would want that.. just like what happened this morning, my ex-girlfriend was asking me for another chance, saying that she will change and all that crap.. in a relationship you can only do 3 things: (1) love unconditionally, (2) give more than what you have, and (3)expect nothing in return..

now tell me, who has given up almost everything to his/her love one. talking about a partner in life and not your relatives. i sure have.. whoever knows my past wouldnt contradict to what i am saying.. i have sacrificed for the one i love for so long that i forgot how many times i cried in bed, my pillow all wet, my nose was runny, my eyes where as big as baseballs, as a result of crying..

why the hell am i reminiscing in the past.. past is past.. as i say.. it will never be forgotten but you can surely try!..


let me now concentrate on my future.. hm.. let me see... i am a 17 year old person(yes, i know, i am old!). ive done something bad yesterday (november 5, 2007), i was being emo in front of my friends. now my friends know how i am when i am not myself. a lot of them know me, all of them would say that i am a very jolly person. a very understanding person.. no wonder why many fall hard.. hu hu hu... changing the topic.. i like my bestest best friend right now..

her name... hm... *&%!@..secret!. hehe..

oohh.. pretty clouds... hehe.. favorite answer.. favorite question.. "inlove kba alexis??"

WTF=what the f*ck

ehehe.. weee.. me is hyper.. me is also sad.. buhu for me..

"love you angela.." oops... crap i said it.. hehe

me die...
me hate myself...
me not wanted...
me hated by everyone...
me is emo...
me is lonely...
me is hurt...
me is happy???
me is very much annoying...
me not missed my anyone...
me is ME!..
huhu
sorry poh sa mga masasaktan ah.. told you.. me is EMO!.. hehe.. sorry ulit.. do not take this seriously.. thanx...

me is EMO no more..
hope nobody reads and takes it seriously..
hehe
hm..
bbye emo mode..