Saturday, September 15, 2007

what a kiss means..

WHAT EAH KISS MEANS

-Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead: We're cutetogether .
-Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
-Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.-Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
-Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
-Kiss on the Lips: I think i like you.
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WHAT A GESTURE MEANS

-Holding Hands: We definitely likeeach other.
-Slap on the Butt: Your fun.
-Holding you tight pressed againsteach other: I want you.
-Looking into each other's Eyes: Ilike you, for who you are.
-Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
-Arms around the Waist: I like youtoo much to let go.
-Laughing while Kissing: I amcompletely comfortable with you.
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Advice:Don't ask for a kiss, take one.If you were thinking about someonewhile reading this,you're definitely in Love.

Friday, September 14, 2007

perfect relationship :(

you would think that when you are happy in a relationship you wont be hurt anymore. but as one of my classmates said in our intercom class, "all good things come to an end".

this specifies that when you are happy, it cannot last long, even if you try so hard. i made a mistake of giving my everything to this girl who ended up hurting me deep down inside! although not physically. i wish she didn't do that because i am so deeply in love with her, until now, even though we broke up months ago.

there is no such thing as a perfect relationship. the only thing you can do is to do your best to keep holding on to that relationship. whatever happens, happens for a reason, if you are unable to make your relationship work, maybe that means that you are not made for each other.

i thought i could easily move on. then i realized that i miss her so much when i am in crowds and sitting alone in my room.

i don't know why but she just keeps on popping into my mind for no reason at all. just this morning when i woke up, i was about to take a bath when her face popped up in my mind. i thought that i was not thinking of her anymore. well, i guess i thought wrong. i hope that we didn't break up. to think that just last march to April me and that girl were so happy with each others company. but now, we are just, acquaintances. i should act, as i told her, as if we never even met each other in person. i told her that we should act like JUST textmates. i didn't think that i would be the one who would have a hard time forgetting her as my girlfriend.

i am now, lonely but i have a girlfriend who i love,but am afraid that what i am feeling is just infatuation. :(

i am really sorry if that were to happen, i wouldn't want to hurt people just because i am me..

i am sad because i thought we had a lifetime relationship. i guess i was wrong. hm.. but i am happy i had that relationship with her. i learned a lot! hm..

i thank her for that and i hate her for what she did to me. huhu.

*sob sob sob*

philosophy

...philosophy...

philosophy is a revolutionary and vitally important for a good life.

philosophy comes from two Greek words namely, 'philos' meaning love and 'sophia' meaning wisdom. in short it means love of wisdom. but it is wisdom that results from the pursuit of knowledge of the most important parts of reality.

philosophy has 10 commandments,, which are the following:
  1. allow the spirit of wonder to flourish in your breast.
  2. doubt every claim you encounter until the evidence convinces you of its truth.
  3. love the truth
  4. divide and conquer
  5. collect and construct
  6. conjecture and refute
  7. revise and rebuild
  8. seek simplicity
  9. live the truth
  10. live the good

Plato is one of the important philosophers who ever lived. he was the first one to write systematically on the philosophical subjects

Socrates is one of the most impressive human beings to have lived, and a paradigm of a philosopher.

reference:

Pojman, P. (1992). Philosophy the quest for truth second edition. Belmont, California. Wadsworth Publishing Company

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

i dont get people!

why do people do things that would ruin their lives and their neighbor's lives?

i really don't get people.

people say that promises are made to be kept, but it doesn't always seem true.
people say that rules are made to be followed, but the rules that are made is being bent and being broken by the people who make the rules.
people always say that nobody is supposed to hurt another person when in a fight and that, sticks and stones can break some bones but words can never harm you physically. but why is it that almost every fight we get into starts with insults and taunts.

i really don't get people.

people start wars when they can start peace.
people don't get the thought of the previous leaders that only want peace and harmony but the leaders now only think that the past leaders wanted to have power!
people don't get everything they see and hear but they act like they already know this stuff.
people don't take the time to think twice what they are doing and what consequences it will have against them and the people around them.

i really don't get people.

people commit suicide because they have a lot of problems. don't they think that they are not the only ones with problems?
people have lots of problems but they don't commit suicide like the others.

i really don't get people.

who can help me understand this people who are doing this stuff?
do i need professional help?

i don't think so, i think the persons who need help are the people who abuse power, who try to commit suicide and the people who start wars instead of starting peace!

high school life

another school year has ended and now we, the seniors, are moving up to another part of our life. high school life is the best.remember the days we passed our projects,helped our teachers, recited in front of the entire student body.how we gave our teachers a hard time during our classes. having liked someone but not having the guts to say it. wanting to dance to the person we love but not having the courage to do so.keeping secrets from our friends, classmates and teachers. sneaking past our teachers. texting in class even when the tr. is discussing. he he.. good times.

High school is good times. Happy moments and sad moments are the nice things about high school.life starts at the end of high school!..
this is my blog entry for all graduates, upcoming graduates and soon to be in high school. a word of advice, don't waste the opportunities that come your way during high school, because it will never come again in your life!.


i love my high school days! and i am dearly missing it too.

..death..

death.. death is inevitable.. you will eventually come to this point in your life. for my father, it came last tuesday 17 july 2007. he died at 10:15 pm. It is hard to miss someone who has been with you almost every time you needed him. my father is a good man, i am sad because of his death but a part of me is happy, because he is no longer in pain. i still remember how he would criticize the wrestlers of WWE. how he would always beat me at chess. how he would suddenly make jokes about anything he sees.

I'm gonna miss my father dearly. in fact, i am missing him right now. how i wish i had the time to tell him what i wanted to say to him. the secrets i wanted to tell him. everything that is happening to me in school and with my friends! but now, the time has come, and he must face his final curtain. the curtain on his marvelous life has just been closed and now, all of us is missing him.

just last night i told him that i love him and until now i feel that i didn't show him my love. i think that he feels that i love him. but i don't think i was right in what i felt. anyway, now that he is gone. i pray for him to be in a beautiful place and that nothing is hurting him. i hope and pray that we be reunited and be one whole family once again. many of my relatives new him as a jolly person, well, he is. in fact, before he died, he smiled and took his last breathe. he doesn't forget how to smile. he never did and never will he...

this blog entry is from my innermost thoughts about my fathers death...

Antonio B. Mendiola
born on:april 29,1965
died on:july 17, 2007

happy times

i am happy today because i helped a lot of people today! he he. i like helping people and i don't know why. i guess it is in my nature to help the people around me and to give advices. he he. i guess that is the reason why i am so happy almost every time.

i am exceptionally happy today because i have told my best friend what i really feel about her. i was not planning to tell her but because of the change in my attitude and my change of heart for her, i was forced to think otherwise.

i am also happy because of all my subjects and my professors. i think i was happy because all of my professors are good and teach very well.

to say honestly, i am seldom sad when i am with friends. because of my best friend i cannot be sad all the time, even if i am really sad. she makes me happy even if i am so sad. ha ha. i like her for that, i also like my friends because they, just like my best friend, make me happy.

with that being said, i end my blog.

ha ha. i just want to share everything on my mind.