Sunday, October 21, 2007

NSTP camping...

normally this blog entry is about the recent happenings in our NSTP class. i never thought that camping can be a lot of fun. ha ha ha. i guess, i never experienced the things that happened in our camping. by the way, a lot of things happened. a lot that none of you may know. he he he.

a lot of things changed. i think one of the changes would be the 'opening' of my third eye, so to say. you want to know what happened? well, sorry for you, but until the moon turns to cheese, I'm not gonna tell. just that the opening of my third eye was a blast. who would've thought that a lot of things where happening under our noses and we don't even know what they are.

as i told in my earlier paragraphs, a lot happened during camp. i was told by a friend of mine that what i am doing was wrong, so i started to change the way i think about things in life. do unto others what you want others to do unto you. this statement used to be nothing to me. i always think that, i do things for others because i want to, and not because i wanted them to do it to me too. i just found out that my friends treat me the way i treat them, and, sad to say, i have been very neglectful about that. SORRY! i am sorry for my Friends who never fail to help me with my problems. Bosconians, i love you all. and for my friends in La Salle now, thank you very much.. and, i love you as much as i love my bosconian friends. (cheesy, but it is true). Nicol, Zyrille, Myco, thanks for everything you have done for me.

i learned a lot of things too in this camp. little about saint La Salle but a lot about my perspective in life. friends can become best friends in a matter of minutes, friends can become enemies, people can act like a fool in front of other people, people try and pretend that they are your friend but in reality, they are not.


bitin, my Saturday night was completely ruined by a person who i think has never been loved before. poor man, but what are we to do but follow the people in charge of our 'well-being'. funny how other people think you are doing something when you are not doing anything at all. accusation is never a good thing. i try to laugh about a lot of things in life, and i think that i would just want to laugh about this, too. even though i really am taking it seriously.

amazing, isn't it, that even how much tired you are, you still find time with your friends to laugh about something in the past. like what we did last Saturday night, before it was cut short.

all in all, the camping of NSTP was great. especially the river trekking. that was fun. plus the 'ghost-hunting', even though it was never part of the real camp agenda. ha ha. that is the reason why i feel so tired and sleepy. but, even though it was tiring, staying up and all that, i wont regret the things i did in camp.

this is already a long blog entry so maybe I'll stop, or maybe not. he he he. stopping..


*resisting the urge to type more things*:)

comments please...

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

taking it off...(masks)

'nothing is the matter with me.' he said giving out a faint sigh.'

'are you sure that nothing is bothering you?'

'yes! honestly, i am not sad. i am happy!'

this is an example of two friends talking over lunch or drinking soft drinks in the cafeteria. what else would you ask for when your friend says 'honestly...'. nobody in the world would know if he/she is saying the truth or the person is just lying to you to mislead you.except maybe if that friend of yours already knows you well enough to know that he/she is just pretending.

if everybody just told the truth about their real status in life, if they are truly happy or just pretending to be, their would be no web of lies. am i right if i say that almost everyone has lied at least ten times in their whole existence in this world. be it a white lie or not. in case you don't know, a white lie is a lie that you say to a friend when you don't want to hurt his/her feelings. it may seem like it isn't a lie but still, it is a lie.

if nobody told lies, nobody would have misunderstandings. don't get me wrong, i have told my share of lies. more than a lot of you. but, enough about me, i want you to know that no matter how much you lie, the truth will still come out. however deep you have kept it. if you don't believe me, think of the past things you have done, what you have told your friends. the stuff you boast about, are they all true? nonetheless no one can say that you are lying or not. we discussed that in our intro com subject. unless you perform 'leakages'. at least now i know that i am truly learning something.

now, about the masks earlier in this blog entry, i mentioned it because masks is very common nowadays to young people. you wear different kinds of masks. when you are with friends, you wear a mask, when your with relatives you also wear a mask. nowadays, masks are becoming our faces. sad to say, but nobody is being true to himself or herself.

now, masks are very helpful when pretending. let me use my earlier example for closing my blog entry.

'something is the matter with me. but i cant quite point my finger to it.' accompanied by a big sigh.

'you should talk to a friend, if you don't want to talk to me. at least you trust me as a friend to tell me the truth.'

'anyway, thanks.'

*after some weeks*

'hi there. thanks for your advice the other week. i appreciated it a lot'

'oh, your welcome, my pleasure to help you. did you get to solve your problem?'

'actually, i did talk to a friend, and she told me to just be true to my feelings.'

'ow, it was a love problem, i see.'

'and now, being true to myself, and not wanting to mislead you to the wrong thing, here i am saying i love you to you.'

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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Family Problems

wow. it's been a while since i got to write on my blog spot acct. ha ha ha. anyway, it is time for me to try and write something here. it is about my assignment in English one. well, here goes nothing and everything at the same time.

a lot can happen to a family. they could have other family problems; therefore, causing their own problems. having this problems can cause a lot of things that you don't or wouldn't like. for example, having a misunderstanding between family members can lead to the divorce of the parents. on the other hand, if their relationship lasts longer than that of the others, they might just be the perfect match for each other.

having problems with your parent's parents can lead to an angry family; nevertheless, if you avoid in helping your grand parents as a family, it would still cause some problems. however you try and help, it cannot be helped to have an argument amongst your parents and their parents.

another problem that you might encounter is that of your dad or mom may be having an affair with another guy or woman. the only effect i can see is that for your mom and your dad to call off their marriage, unless, of course they find a way to stop cheating on their spouse or husband.

Saturday, October 6, 2007

love or friendship?

'love is a friendship on fire' some people often say this because no matter what happens, love always starts with friendship. almost every relationship starts with friendship. but, what is really better, love or friendship? let us look at some facts that will help us decide on what would be better.

when you have friends, you can tell them about your problems. but, when you are lovers, i think you would just have another one to problem yourself about. but when you stay as friends, you might just regret the chance that you might be the best of lovers but you didn't take the risk. on the other hand if you become lovers, you might never be the same again. his/her attitude may change for the worst when you become lovers. this is based on experience.

another fact about this is that if you become lovers, you may lose a friend. but the good thing about this is that, you may lose a friend, but gain a lifetime relationship. when you are friends, you can joke around every time. but when you become lovers, you may not have those kinds of times again with him/her.


i guess, either way you want it, be it, you want to stay friends or become lovers, you would still know the meaning of sacrifice and hardships. no matter what happens you will still feel joy with the company of that person and the sorrow with that person. so, i will just leave it to the readers to know whether what is much more better. be lovers or stay as friends.

Friday, October 5, 2007

catch me if you can

this is a story about frank William abignale. he is a very famous criminal. he fraud checks all over the united states. he travelled the world for free and he cashed in over 4 million dollars of fraud checks. if you would watch the film, you will know that frank was not always the convict. he was once a good boy in school, one time even, he impersonated his teacher. imagine, he was only eighteen when he did this but he was very good in impersonating.he then started faking checks and starting cashing in the check frauds.

the main story was that he became what he was because of his parents. he started noticing his mother seeing the boss of his father, behind his fathers back. he ran away from his parents who were getting divorced. after that, he got a so called job, by job, meaning impersonate someone. he always write to his father. he tells him the things he is doing and the things he wants to do.

after some months being a nineteen year old person, he was caught by a detective. the detective is named Carl hanratty. he was a detective of the united states of America. they caught frank abignale in France. he was caught by hanratty and the french police.

after he was caught he was hired by the agency which caught him and worked for them until he died. this is the story which i liked from the moment i have seen the movie.



i should guess that the theme analysis for this movie is that it is all about frank William abignale. by the way, this movie is based on a true story.i couldn't find the moral of the story so, i guess what i would want to say is that crime doesn't pay. it really doesn't. because, i know that frank abignale was good at impersonating people. but in the end he was caught, which means, whatever lie you say, whatever lie you do however small or big that is, you will eventually get caught.

classification

studying is a hassle when you have terror teachers. this is one type of teacher, they are the teachers who, when your caught being a happy go lucky person, will reprimand you right then and there. they can give you tons of assignments and you cant do anything but do it or else they will fail you. then, there are those jolly teachers who you can joke around with. they are the teachers who will make you think that assignments are of no importance but if you don't pass, they will definitely fail you in there subject. then are the 'okay' teachers. these teachers are the ones who don't care if you don't do your assignments as long as you wont fail their exams. still some teachers who i call 'moody' teachers tend to act like they are one with your group and try to be, like a member of your peers. these teachers can be very fun to be with at times, but there are times also when they can be very serious and easily to get annoyed. even thought teachers are different in their own way, they still do a good job in giving their lessons to students and never fail to give out assignments to their students.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

relationship..reason..

i love.. they love.. we love.. everybody loves..

he he he.. nothing, just popped into my head that what if nobody told anybody how they felt about them? this would be a very very sad place. that is why, i think, love shouldn't be kept from the person that you love.

who would agree to me that everybody, even the priests, at some point in time, loved somebody? i believe that no one is capable of not loving. nobody here can tell me that they have never loved before, even the people who say that they never had a boyfriend or a girlfriend. maybe, those people who are saying that is very secretive. i admit loving is full of heartaches and hardships but the thought of someone liking you for what you are is what love is all about, isn't it?

hardships, heartaches and problems occur when you love, nobody can have the perfect relationship. arguing with your boyfriend/girlfriend would be the way for your relationship to get stronger and even better. nobody can have a relationship without hardships and troubles.

i say to you now, whatever happens in life, happens for a reason. for example, there is a reason why you are reading this blog entry of mine, which sucks by the way, and a reason why later, after reading this, you would give a comment for this blog. the same goes with love, love has different ways of revealing itself. for example, there is a person that you met through text, you think it is just fun and games when suddenly he/she texts you saying 'i love you'. you think for about a day or two and you realize, just for fun, to pretend to love that person back. and after several days, weeks, months, you forget why you even agreed to being his/her lover. then, you tend to break up with the person and you end up hurting that person more and more with each passing day. this happens to you, having the thought of his/her condition, because you are the person to teach him/her how to let go. it is hard, yes, but God works in mysterious ways. nobody knows what He has planned for us.

a lot of people would say that they are the master of their lives and that no one can tell them otherwise. i tell those people now, when you begin to love someone, you tend to forget that you are master of your life. you will be like being hypnotized and sooner or later will fall so hard for the wrong person and, may i add, get hurt in the process.

again, this are just random thoughts inside my head. letting them out little by little. ha ha ha... fun for me...